Bye Everyone

From me and Jav - Bye everyone!!!! Seeya in a week!!!!

Sonnet III

Well Someone else has asked for help, so I wrote another sonnet... Enjoy!

Sonnnet III

As much as you try alas you still fight...
But there is still much love deep down inside...
It seems you won’t be side by side this night...
Yet your emotions you should never hide...
It may seem like there’s not much left to do...
There’s hope for you if you just wait...
Things may be rough but surely he loves you!
He had to have if he asked me to aid...
Though he may not be a master of poem...
He knows that I possess this mastery...
There’s no reason to want to be alone...
Even you must believe in destiny!
You are not together but until then...
Have faith that you shall be as one again!

Sonnet II

Okay... now that its past valentines day (and everythings straightend out) I've been given the goahead for Sonnet II

If You read this Claire, I hope you like it... I wrote it for Rob to give it to you... he cares that much to get you something nice... (and Sorry its a little late! X_X)

Sonnet II

Some nights I spend thinking of destiny.
Knowing that you are here by my side.
With darkness in my heart you set me free.
Your skills and talents are spread far and wide.
You bring the sun to every cloudy day,
and stars and moonlight to the midnight sky.
You bring out the best in me... in a way.
Such joy in my heart... sometimes I could cry.
I’m not a man of such emotions so.
And it’s not like me to swell up in tears.
Yet you bring out feelings that I don’t know.
Embrace my pain and ward away my fears.
So here’s to you in such a special way.
From me to you on this Valentines Day!

Lyrics!

I had a song in my head... and I decided to write lyrics for it! Maybe I'll keep doing this... It's kinda fun!

Calling

The sky calls... The wind cries...
The tears fall... From my eyes...
Night’s here... Inside me...
What I fear... I can’t see...

Time goes... Each day...
Who knows... Which way...?
The world sleeps... Except me...
My heart weeps... So lonely...

I’m calling... calling so someone will find me... to take me away...
I’m falling... falling where Fate wants to take me... I’ll find you someday...

I wish I... Could find her...
This world needs... A Dreamer...
So Call me... Set me free...
And you’ll be... My Angel...

The world could fall over and die...
The Angels could tear up and Cry...
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do...
If I could just keep holdin’ you...

I’m calling... calling so someone will find me... to take me away...
I’m falling... falling where Fate wants to take me... I’ll find you some day...

Calling... hoping you’ll take all my pain away... The love your heart brings...
Falling... So no one will have to fall with me... Will give me my wings...

The wind blows... Through my tears...
The truth knows... My fears...
I’ll come back... To Love you...
This side they... Never knew...

Dreams Found Apart

I did it... after 16 years I found someone who is actually like me... And no... this isnt a crush thing like what happend with Amy in the last few weeks... (She never emailed me back.... *sigh*) After that I was pretty upset... and by a mere chance I started talking to a friend of mine from an online forum... and as I was talking... she was actually finishing my sentences... I was shocked... and overjoyed... She is the first of my kind... and I hope that I shall find more... She told me this: "A poet is the most emotional person in the world" She is right... because we are... and I sort of added onto it... So to commemorate my first contact with a True Dreamer... I wrote this... I'm gonna let her name it...

Dreams Found Apart
Written To, For, And Because of Kaleigh Embree... The First Dreamer I ever met...
(Go to her Blog @ http://kaespaper.blogspot.com )

The path of time marches onward... and the darkness that looms inside slowly consumes me from within... Tempting me with promises that will not be kept... and torturing me with dreams that shatter my heart into pieces. I call out... hoping that my cries for help will be answered... or at least heard... but nothing stirs in the darkness... only the echoes of a fallen soul remain... and this shell that I have become... These people... these people that I have lived with... and grown up with... they don’t understand... They go about their lives... living in the moment... just as I have tried... My heart has been stomped upon... My feelings have been shattered time and time again... My soul has lost its wings at times... falling to the void that lingers in the depths of my being... They look upon my wings... and they laugh... seeing a Dreamer as any common person would... just a fool... with no aspirations but to dream... Forever to the clouds we are branded... I have always wondered why... and yet... I have always known why... You see the world differently... or perhaps... it is I who sees the world differently... Your thoughts... your emotions... your dreams... they are simply that to you... ideas, nothing more... The world around you... and the people that dwell on it, they are just passengers on the vessel as we float down the river of time... You care for and look out for yourselves... and care little, if at all, for the people that travel with you... It is we who look beyond the boundaries of space... and time... We exist in a plain that is unknown to you... We live a life that is riddled with emotion, and confusion... We see with a sight that you will never know... We care with a passion that you have long since lost... We feel a joy that you could only hope for... and we feel a pain that you could never even possibly imagine... And so I stretched my thoughts across the lands... searching for others who sing this song, and live this life... And Far to the North... I found one... Deep within the crystalline snows... is someone... the kind of person I have been searching for my entire life... Though I have never seen her face... her thoughts echo across the skies... and into mine... I have seen wisdom worthy of the greatest of sages in this mind... and yet... she is still filled with youth... The pain that one such as I bears can echo across the skies... and in this pain lies the voice of this woman... Speaking the same words... and bearing the same pain that I have bourn for years... My eyes have NOW been truly opened... and that day I found something I’ve been searching for... I have found a Dreamer... one who speaks with my wisdom, and sees with my eyes... Though I cannot open my heart to this Dreamer... as the boundaries of space are far too vast... and I still have not seen her face... This has been a great day for me... Though a horizon apart... I have finally felt the mind of another... who understands my blight... as I understand hers... And even in her youth... she has taught me a lesson... In this world... there are those like us, The Poets... the first stage of ascension... They are the beings who are given the emotion... They are given the reasoning and the creativity to craft ideas... and forge great works of art... There are countless Poets in the world... all looking for new ideas to create... They are artists with the quill, the pen, and the keyboard... Yet they still lack the ability to see the world the way we do... There upon comes the 2^nd stage of ascension... The Dreamers... People like us... we are much like Poets... We wander the world searching for truth... some of us writing our travels along the way... yet we have a sight that no one else has... The Dreams we have... are more than just ideas to us... It is something we can see, and experience through the mind... These Dreams guide us as we slowly march towards destiny... We walk the same path... yet most of us walk alone... We are the purest people on this earth... innocent and free... Yet... we have not seen the darker side of these gifts... The Dreamers are those given with sight... who have not seen the darkness... as I have... I am a Fallen... The Final stage in this ascended life... We are the Dreamers who have experienced the pain... Anger... Hate... Agony... Emptiness... So many things can bring a Dreamer to this state... Our emotions guide us, and bring fourth a pain that only we, if we survive, can bear... It is a cold existence... Wandering the world... searching for the hope that has been taken from us... Others look towards those who would oppress them... and take action... and some lose everything... and put an end to this miserable existence... yet some of us... refuse to give into this pain... and endure through... Searching... waiting for moments like what I have discovered... For one cannot be both a Fallen and A Dreamer... The Fallen walk alone... and while a Dreamer can be alone... The formers wings can be mended... and their purity can be restored... We are the loneliest people on earth... and there are so few of us... We always walk alone... because there is not one like us in this horizon... I search for others like me... and while I have found none in this land that I live in... I have finally found a Fallen Dreamer such as me... And while seeds of love cannot be sewn... at least for now... I finally have someone to share my emotion, my pain, my soul with... as does she... We understand... something I have never truly found in my life... And so the search goes on... for there are more Dreamers to be found... and more Fallen to ascend... The time will come someday... when the age of the Dreamers comes to this world... For when Dreamers come together... they form a bond... This bond is sacred to them... so sacred that they would die for one another... It is so strong that nothing could ever break it... And as the Dreamers come together... the lands that they dwell in shall become lands of peace... The message shall echo across the skies... as it has for me... and the rest of the world shall hear of our ways... The search continues onward....