My Birthday...

Well I'm 17... and the day was pretty hectic... My New friends from work met some of my friends... and they hit off pretty well! After a hard and tidious day of work we all got lost, got into an accident, and met up at Cassie's house, one of my co-workers, then We all went to outback. Warren, Covey, Jav, and Duclos got to meet Everyone... and I think that Andrea, Mike, Erica, and Stadnicki all liked them. Megan seemed to like them a lot too! The Outback people seperated us, so rather than everyone sitting together, I sat with the big table of me, Cassie, her boyfriend, Andrea, Erica, Mike, Jav, and Joe while Warren, Covey, Frank, and Megan sat in a booth behind us... which made me feel really bad cas Megan helped me get my car started after the park closed... and of course I wanted to sit with all my friends... ugh... We tried to get the people at Outback to sing happy birthday to me and Andrea, since hers was on Sunday, and we didn't do that yet... but they screwed it up... and came out when she was in the bathroom... and then they wouldn't do it twice... retards... What almost ended up a terrible day turned out awesome... and Im happy I got to share it with all of you... Afterwards we were going to see a movie... but things didn't work out... So I hung out with the D1 Gang for a while and went home... And Congratulations Mike and Erica! I'm so happy for both of you! When I got home, I had a pretty cool discussion about the Longmeadow pshychie... yeah it sounds kinda corny, but we made some pretty good points... and as much as I hate to admit it, I do fit it to an extent... *sigh* I'm still not quite sure how complicated my "Mask" is... but we were up pretty late talking about this... and then Warren started talking about the Gang for some reason (sorry I have to segregate or this gets really confusing) w/e I ended up waking up around 8:15, had to kick everyone out, and get ready for work. I missed the bus for Steele Relays, but it rained all day (duh) so I imagine it was cancelled... and I ain't throwing no discus in the rain. Went to work in the pouring rain... and I had to go in Tommy's car... which sucks cas everyone loves the Monterro X_X I can't believe they had the park open in that... I had to flight suit all but 2 people... and otherwise I ran paperwork around and stuff... and that got all wet X_X. Andrea seemed bummed again today... At least she was dry... I guess me and mike had some good timing buying her that jacket... but I guess she hasn't had time for her boyfriend because she's been hanging out with me and the gang all the time... Shes visiting him today so I hope that turns out good for her... Erica wanted me to stay at the park! I was DRENCHED... besides, me not bein there, and us having no clue where Stadnicki was... it'll give her and Mike some alone time... lol They're gonna kill me for this... w/e Covey was actually making some good points last night... and he showed me that new info on the next Zelda that made my day. Im not sure what the hell I'm doin tonight... last day of vacation that I can do stuff... Fucking School... I was LOVING being free of it for a week... It's been a good vacation overall... and I'm happy to have met the people that I've met... 16 was a good year for me... and although the last few minutes of my birthday were kinda depressing... (if you ask I'll tell you) It was a good day... and again, I'm happy you guys were with me... and I thank all of you for sticking with me... cas I know yesterday sucked... So I have this... I have a tradition of writing about, and on my birthday... It goes both ways... and I'm looking forward to being 17... I might write more later... but this is what I have for now... enjoy!

And so the next chapter in my Chronicles begins...

17:
Another year has passed me by…
Twirling about my crimson sky…
Fate still lingers in my mind…
And toils me still I’ve come to find…
A void no longer in my heart…
And Dreams no longer torn apart…
I find myself in a newer life…
Free of conflict, and free of strife…
Emotions free to roam my soul…
Feeling I am once again whole…
Yet still inside my heart shall sink…
When the time comes that I have to think…
Despite my feats and battles won…
I still walk on this earth alone…
And even in this brand new place…
Love shall blossom in my face…
Nothing left but to watch it bloom…
Casting me back into empty gloom…
I feel the cold chills down my spine…
Freezing my soul and my heart as I pine…
For the love that I have never seen…
That one emotion I’ve never been…
I only ask for just one day…
That someone out there take the clouds away…
Help me take away these scars…
And let me see those shinning stars…
I wish I could feel that warmth inside…
With a cheer in my heart… and arms open wide…
But I am doomed to a lonely path…
Doomed to be cursed by Fate’s evil wrath…
Despite all accomplished… and the friends that I’ve made…
As time withers forward this heart shall fade…
I cannot see with Dreamer’s Eyes…
For Dreamer’s have wings to soar the skies…
I cannot find that warmth in me…
Nothing left but destiny…
An empty shell I can never fill…
I shudder again to a lonely chill…
I’m free from society… but trapped in my being…
And I can’t escape without that feeling…
Heart still bleeding pace by pace…
Tears still falling from my face…
I’m not afraid of a world alone…
It is the path that I have flown…
Far Ahead is the soul I seek…
If only I could hear her speak…
The voice of a Savior I would hear…
To mend my wounds and trample fear…
I would feel the warmth of another…
And laugh upon my corrupted Brother…
I wish you weren’t so far away…
I wish that I’d meet you this day…
My life would never be the same…
I may already know your name…
Perhaps someone I’ve never known…
Or someone close whom with I’ve grown…
A friend of mine? One new or old?
With secret love they’ve never told…
It will always be an enigma to me…
As I search for destiny…
And so I have found my resolution…
As I continue towards my revolution…
And new found faith in love unseen…
I embrace the age of seventeen…