Holiday stuff

I wrote some stuff for people over the holidays... (Merry X-mas and happy new year everyone)
but one of em I like a lot, so im putting it up
The part in the middle was actually written to me by Elyssa... thanks a a lot ^_^

For Elyssa

The midnight stars shine above my eyes as I look up to a velvet sky... Time is motionless, and I can feel the cool night breeze brush across my face... Nothing echoes in my mind... Nothing matters... not anymore... My heart is full with the friendships that have guided me for a lifetime... Darkness no longer lingers... and Fate’s grasps slowly dies... The events of my life have begun to change again... and now things have happened that I have never thought possible... A world has finally opened it’s eyes to me... ME of all people... My spirit shows and they do not laugh... My smile is broad yet they do not mock... My wings are spread... but they do not fear... My mind returns to the task ahead... as I glance up at the beautiful night...

The world... my world... has begun anew... a New Year... a new dawn... a new horizon to reach... A new dream to find... as I quest to find my destiny... Alas I look upon this majestic sky, yet I share this vista with no one... yet I am no longer in vain... Fate no longer binds my soul... and Love no longer curses my heart... Friendship is the maiden I embrace... for now... and as the night serenades the world with song, with sight, and with promise... I stand... and look upon a rising moon... in my hand is the piece...

Like a flower in the winter

You are different

Special too

Your support and help

Means much

When I don't know what to do

Times are not always great

But your strong

And can make it now

Your heart and good sprit

Will take you far

Even when at first

You don't know how

The heart of another... The work... the blood, the sweat, the soul, and the emotion of a friend... lie in these words. I embrace it... knowing that after years of kindness and generosity... That I have opened another’s eyes to the dreamer’s world... She has seen her share of darkness... and cried her share of tears... yet I have been able to do nothing for her... yet... she is not in vain... for a simple mantle of friendship has given us a bond... a bond that shall heal our wounds... and drain our sorrow... and for this... I have gained a student... an apprentice... a friend... and now I hold in my hand a reward for my troubles... Never had I sought, or expected such a wonderful gift... and I cherish the thought... and the emotion that was put into creating it... I raise my hand to that rising moon... and I decree... that this night shall be dedicated to you... my apprentice... for you have brought me a light I have never seen... and a skill I hoped I would one day pass on... I shall take it upon myself to teach you the ways of the dreamer...

seasons vol. 1 (jav is back, hey!)

Seasons unchanged, by: Javier “DeMarcus” Guevara

We’ll be young forever, that’s what we said…

We met in a park about 2 years ago. It didn’t matter how right now, that’s a story for another time. She was 15, I was 17. I was a junior, she was a freshman. Age didn’t matter to us, I mean out parents were at least 8 years apart, and they still hold a healthy relationship, well at least my parents. She was very reluctant in enlightening me on her relationship with her parents. All she told me was that they broke up a long time ago.

We met in the spring, it was the clichéd season of romance, but a cliché has to be true if it’s said so many times. She had such a cold exterior, but once we shared each other and opened up, we were like the best friends. I could be myself more around her...And she the same. We were so blissfully happy, well, at least I was.

The fall, we became much more than friends, we knew everything about each other, even random useless facts, like her favorite flavor of pocky. She found out my favorite kind of car. We started to be a romantic couple, kissing after times of bliss, talking about our future like what we were going to do with our lives. We always joked around saying that there was no way we’d grow old, without do something important with our lives.

In the winter, an idea arose. We wrote a dissertation, it was for school. She helped me, we felt like we were one mind. It began to shape the way people thought. We felt like there was something more for us, a cause for our union. Of course, no extraordinary work can go unchecked. We then got the wrong kind of notoriety. Accusations began to destroy our credibility as authors, even as people.

The spring was cold, as if god delayed the warmth form both the outside and from within. We never left each other, but we began to carry a more solitary life, from seeing each other every day, and between every class. Now we passed each other a friendly glance as if to tell the other that everything was alright, but in my true conscious, nothing was right, in fact we were losing ourselves. As the spring came to an end, I felt as if I had to make myself move on, knowing that I had plenty of years left in me to find whatever it was I was looking for.

Summer time kept us even farther apart, she had obligation to her parents. This summer she had to spend with her father, in a far away place. I planned to visit her, but I felt that we drifted to far apart for me to show up unexpectedly at her door. I thought she might take my presence in a most unexpected way. So I decided not to see her, and maybe I could try to find another, to see if she was really as important as my mind may have deceived me into believing.

Another solstice down, as the leaves began to fall in this season. I began to worry, for I have not seen her and school has already convened. I’m scared because she might have decided to stay with her father. Was it because of me? Was it my entire fault? Did I cause her that much sorrow that she felt she had to avoid me entirely? No, I knew her better than anyone else; she was never one to run away, not even in love. No wait, especially in love. Days passed, and still no words were spoken between us, that is, until one moon, I was reached through her mother. She proclaimed that she’s been in the hospital for quite some time now, and that until now, she was unable to speak words till she woke from her trance. I was informed that I was the first person she wanted to see. I rushed to another far off land, in search of her. When I found her, she was in tears, unknowing If I was to be at her side. When we could finally hold each other in our arms, we felt nothing more than the touch of each other; we knew things would mend again.

The winter was cold once again, but no bitterness from the condensed water kept our lives in any affliction. We found time trapped in the dwellings of a snowbound city. There was no one to see, and nowhere to go. It was a perfect time for us to catch up, and even to discover some things new to ourselves. We reflected upon everything we encountered from trivial encounters, to life altering experiences. One topic we still left on was the desire to stay young. We were so wrapped in the beliefs of our words, we spent days, no weeks trying to figure a way for us to stay young, and together everlastingly. We had a plan, but something didn’t set right with me.

The calendar, the TV, and the radio all told me it was spring, but I knew it wasn’t. Because there was snow still throughout the land, and we still haven’t found a resolve. She said she would remain frozen forever now, the way she is, with me. I felt like she was scared, I admit, so was I, but everyone was at one point. We just needed to find a way to continue. One day, she left me a note, simple lettered massage, which was unlike her. It was just a note saying meet me here at a certain time. As any intrigued or concerned lover, I followed my heart’s decision to pursue her request. I found her standing on the edge, the edge of life, reason, and love. She had only two questions for me. The first one was if I really wanted to stay this way forever. The second was if I really loved her. I know that I was foolish, I answered in the wrong order. The first thing I said was that I loved her since I knew her, and that I will always love her no matter what we go through. The last words she said to me was that she then knew that she had made the right decision in loving me, and that she knew that I would make the right decision for us. Then in that instant, we were one, even though we were 100 stories apart, we were now unified by one spirit. I had to make a decision, what was I going to do?

Now I know its spring, because the snow melted, and my life is born anew. She is always with me now, though fingers were pointed, no one could cast me away for what we had. It was easy to blame society, or some type of emotion, but the truth was, there was nothing to blame but love. I had been notified that she had three things on her, the day she left this realm. There was a letter addressed to me, a letter to her life, and one left for the world. I will make sure her dream is carried on, you will hear her decree, and I hope she can stay young within your heart.

One day I will find her, and I’ll meet her in the one place she needed not to touch solid ground, but we will hold on, in a place much higher, a place where I wouldn’t have to wait for the warmth of the sun, a time where the next season was never a worry, a place where the summer beams the beautiful sun. A place it would always be like the fall, where the leaves would fall as she did so gloriously. Then a place like the winter, where the snow set down; like she did on my soul. Finally, a new spring for me, where I could start my life over. Just like she gave me, quite some time ago.

there, I really enjoyed it, but what it is, is a basic story, that im gonna go into depth, and expand, as i go back in the story. A funny paradox, but its original, and fun to do

The Cycle

New work up... Havn't had a good day...

The Cycle

The cycle continues onward... as I slowly roll into the depths... Always succumbing to Fates grip...
Darkness envelops me as I fall into the abyss.... My heart writhes in pain, as Fate has found another way to deceive me... Finally things begin to change... and life slowly shapes to my path... and Happiness echoes in my soul... My friendships grow... and my courage is strong... I think that I feel the winds of love begin to blow in my direction... I am free... or so I think... Then the inevitable happens, and all the dreams I have fought for are shattered, and the truths in my mind are lost... I hate this... this cycle of mine... It has excited for years... but I cannot defeat it... I cannot change Fate... for I am merely a pawn in this game of life... I give my heart and soul to the people I care about, for nothing in return... and receive only pain from them... I always thought that hope lived in them... that They would be my wings.... but as each cycle rolls by, the truth seems obvious... it is in the darker stages, the beginning of the cycle, that those loved ones look out for me... They are there to bring me to the light... but as the wheel nears its end, they are nowhere to be found... not beside me... Emptiness... that is what I feel... I want to show my love to these people... yet a simple gift cannot supply that yearning... and even then, a bitter emptiness waits for me just around the corner... Love has been lost and forgotten.... and Friendships that were once blooming begin to wither... until the cycle calls for them again.... I feel betrayed... betrayed by myself... for how I could be so foolish... so naïve... I trusted them, but they do not share my feelings of compassion... I am but a pawn that they can control, for I will bed to their every whim... in search of favor... only to find an empty friendship after the deeds are done... I am a fool... Foolish enough to believe that I still have a chance with the love of my life... Foolish enough to believe that things have changed... because they haven’t... They never did... I’ve just adapted to them. And people come and go from my life... friends and foes alike, and for every foe gone, another takes his place, and for a friend lost, a shell to breed false hope. For every day that has passed... I have learned and forgotten the one truth that shall always follow me... I do not belong in this world... and I never will...

Just venting...

Well... I FINALLY wrote something new... it took a really shitty weekend... but I finally wrote something new...

It doesnt really have a title, but I'm happy to finally write something, maybe I'll get back into a streak again.

Darkness deals another blow...
And Tears fall down my empty face...
Helpless in a pile of snow...
Trapped inside this place...
I thought things well going well...
That life was going my way...
But once again the world is hell...
Each and every day...
I’ve failed to bring a victory...
I’ve fallen to despair…
I’ve lost my sense of destiny...
In Fates diabolical lair...
Another day of misery, oh how can It get worse?
Yet its just another peril you see, in my oh so wonderful curse…
It's haunted me since I was born, it almost killed me then…
It's followed me through agony, time and time again…
Fall deep into the void...
Into the depths I go...
Now is the time you give me grief
Now is the time you show...
You push me around like a raggedy doll...
You slowly tear my wings...
And laugh at me for all I do...
In any and all things...
And as each season rolls along...
The grief returns again...
They try once more to make more wrong...
Make me a shattered man...
Anger is the power of rage...
The Fire held inside...
To let lose the monster from his cage...
With Raging Fury flied...
So now I lie in Crimson snow...
Freezing in my sorrow...
Toiling every second away...
Not hoping for tomorrow…
Nothing good will come of me, no matter how hard I try…
Pain rears its ugly head every time I pass on by...
But with every curse, a hidden blessing hides from normal view...
That helps to break the spell by whatever it’s supposed to do...
And while I’ve gone to hell and back, I have this blessing too...
And if I really had to say... I’d say that blessings you...
I’ve said this fifty thousand times… and I will say it once more...
You’re the key that’s gotten me to open up the door...
To a better world, a better place, a better way of life...
You healed me of my painful wounds… and eased me of my strife...
I’d probably be dead if it weren’t for you… or at least be very lost...
And someday I will repay you no matter what the cost...
And while we’re face to face much less... and now there’s no more love...
I still dream that you and I shall fly in skies above...
Friendship is my purpose now... to do the best I do...
I shall not let this happen to thee... and this I promise you.

Downtime

For anyone who's been reading, just letting you know that I'm having comp issue. Apparently I've got a virus I have to take care of, so I won't be able to update (Im on my dad's laptop) Hopefully Ill get it fixed and be back soon

***UPDATE***

Everythings working now... and to top it off, I FINALLY have windows xp again!!!!
I havn't really written anything in a while, but I'm getting there... I'll have something up soon!

New Work

I have new work... one of which is VERY important... one is just a little boast I did for English

English Boast

I am Matthew, Brother of Rathios...
I am Lord of Chronia, and Rival of Fate...
Son of Dynedockia, and Dreamer of Destiny...
Lover of Mana, and Master of Time...
I have slain the corruption of K'wal Na'z Theli...
A Dreaming Bard of Modern day...
I write the Chronicles of The Crimson Dreamer...
Wielder of ShiTe’Ku and the Wings of Time...
I shall sprout the seeds of Destiny...
And soon fulfill my prophecy!

And This... This may be one of the most important pieces I write... I am pretty sure that this is going to begin my book... It won't be the actual beginning of the storyline, but it is a Poem that sort of summarizes the Legend, and how it comes true in my story... well here it is!

The Prophecy

Behold the signs of Ages Past...
When Chronia unites at last...
A Hero shall rise above and lead...
And jealous brother toiled with greed...
With strength and spirit he will fight...
To try and make our future bright...
But brother's envy shall consume...
And bring a Dreamer’s Fate to doom…
A prophecy from days long passed…
Of a Man with power unsurpassed…
Who shall break the Curse of Kwa’l Na’z Theli...
And set fourth Chronia’s Prophecy…
From ancient past... a Blade Of Old…
And with this blade, a story is told...
Of hidden power buried within...
For only those devoid of sin...
A Mighty Blade the Dreamer's Built,
With a Crimson Eye, and a Silver Hilt...
Heavy to any who try to wield...
But to Chosen Few, this sword shall yield...
If the wielder's blood should spill...
The weapon's thirst for sin shall fill...
And if the bearer holds such blight...
The Blade shall present its hidden spite…
Malediction begins with just a drop…
Upon the Blade… but it won’t stop
A curse bestowed on evil’s bane…
For only their broken shells remain…
A fallen being devoid of soul…
With only one thought to keep them whole…
The last of the wielders before they attune…
Emotion, and thought, their minds will consume…
Wandering puppets, lost to the blade…
As they drift through the ages, and memories fade…
The soul shall dwell inside the sword…
Never again to be truly restored…
But all is not lost for he who shall fall…
For the Chosen one shall answer the call…
A Dreamer from another world…
Shall find his path as it unfurled…
And with the Seeds of Destiny…
Shall find this Blade, Kwa’l Na’z Theli…
With the purest of heart… and A Noble Dream...
A Fallen Hero… this boy shall redeem…
A drifting soul shall no longer mourn…
As the Crimson Dreamer shall be reborn…
Beneath the ashes, the curse shall break…
And a sleeping spirit shall awake…
Ancient power shines anew…
As The Crimson Blade… Shi’Te’Ku
With strength enhancing every trait…
And the long sought power to topple Fate…
...The brother shall go and search the stars…
And lose the name Dynedockia…
Fate shall leave behind his scars…
And begin The Legend of Chronia…

New Work

Just Adding some stuff that I wrote... enjoy:

The wind echoes in my soul… as another night goes by… Another night without hearing your voice… and seeing your face… Day after day pass into oblivion… and I can no longer see you anymore… The encumbering boundaries of life have stretched us far apart… and now I can only imagine a whisper… an echo of the past… Calling out your name… as each passing moment drifts by… I can feel my heart longing to those days long ago… when seeing you was nothing more than the turn of a shoulder… but now I can feel you slowly slipping away from me… Each day I wait… and hope that today I will get a new opportunity… but as every chance presents itself… I am cut short… due to the burdens you hold upon yourself…however all is not in vain… for there are many other faces that have found their way to my eyes… many friends, both old and new now walk beside me… and I with them… but as the sands of time blow by… I wretch as my heart slowly splits in two… as one side yearns for you… and those days long ago… and the other stretches out for the future… and those who meet my eyes these days… I do not want to make a choice… and I will not forsake either… even if it tears me apart inside… I will not see my companions fall… not when I can be there to help them back up… I do not care what stands in my way, or what may happen to me by doing so… They have stood by me far to long for me to abandon them… Battered and bruised I still stand tall… waving a banner of Chronia, and singing my Dreamer’s song… standing before a setting sun… and as that glimmering sun sets, a crimson scar stretches across the horizon… all is quiet as the wind whispers across the sky… and in this place, I stand alone… for no one else can stand behind a banner of Chronia… not here… not now… not yet… So as I make my stand here alone… In another plain, I am with all of you… my team mates, my companions, my friends… As we live this life together… sharing the moments we have, as we forge our memories… Standing together as we find our hopes and fears… laugher and tears… The moments where we triumph, and fall gracefully to defeat… Times have finally changed… and this world slowly begins to travel forward… away from the blights that I have faced in the past… towards a brighter future… for me at least… and while there are those who still drive me towards that fading darkness… I shall always push back, I shall always resist… The future is still clouded in the deep for me… Fate has given me a chance… and many possibilities have stretched out before me… and I feel that he is not forcing me down a path... It feels like I can finally choose my way… I broke the chains of Fate long ago… but I think he has finally released me from his grasp… Yet I still find my own way back to him… Perhaps the brother of Dynedockia has not been lost to K’wal Na’z The’li… I can feel the sands of time slowly drifting by, as we grow another year older… and while many a thought have drastically changed to my favor, there are still thoughts and emotions that drag me back to darkness… I am still alone… No matter how better things have become… I can still feel that emptiness eating away at my soul… As agony beckons… and many around me turned to embrace their loved ones… I am left with the pain of an aching heart… All I can do is fall to my knees… and look up to the midnight sky… cold and helpless as the stars watch upon my misfortune and laugh… Though light years away, they are but a nails length apart in that velvet strip that looms above the horizon… And while that is a pain I have learned to tolerate… It still brings tears to my heart from time to time… but I still look up to those stars, and dream of a day when this will be all but a memory… and these burdens of mine will cease to exist… and what painful memories still beckon shall be overshadowed by the happiness that all of you have brought me… When all is said and done… and we have said our goodbyes… and the time for our paths to separate is upon us… I know that somewhere down the road they will converge again… I will see you again… and the friendships that were thought to fade away shall rise again… and be the beginning of another age… As I slowly wander into the autumn wind... and as the falling leaves drift by... I reminisce… to a simpler time… when I was lost in a whirlwind of emotion, of love, of hope, of pain and despair, and the seeds of destiny were sewn into my soul… and as I open my eyes to another setting sun, I still look to the stars, as they slowly light the night sky, I know that I shall never regret… I shall never give up, and I shall never forget… I shall never forget the days of euphoria… and the nights filled with tears… I shall never forget the friends I have found and lost along the way, and the rivals I have made to drive my self forward… I shall never forget the memories and moments we all have had… and most of all… I shall never forget you…

Just something I wanted up...

This is just something I wanted up here... It was unnamed... but it's the longest piece I've ever written... and I think it deserves to be up here...

A Alternate version of the Transformation from Human to Chronian

That day shall cross my thought for an eternity… This world was peaceful… Life was just dreaming of another world… of my wildest fantasy come true…. Of Destiny as my heart and soul had told me… yet somehow in one night… that would all forever change… with just a simple flash in the sky… The dream that made my life came to an end… for this was no longer just a dream. As another day went by… nothing was different, out of the ordinary. Then I saw it… a strange light coming from the sky, and no sooner did it fade came the violet spheres of energy, hurdling down from the heavens and crashing against the ground around me. The earth quaked beneath me, and I was thrown aside from an upheaval in the ground. The moment came and I was able to flee… Before the next barrage, I turned around to the ruins in front of me as Fate came crashing down that night… The clouds were torn apart and my aggressor was revealed. Massive ships floating in the sky, and with the spinning of machines, a purple glow resonated from the massive giants in the sky. I did the one thing left on my mind… I ran like hell… Millions of lights came down to the earth, both white and purple like tears in the night as I fled from what would be my slaughter…Soon more of this energy was hurdling towards me. Not from the sky, but from behind me. Fear floods my mind, and in the deepest darkest corner of my mind… I was excited… for somehow I realized that this might be the beginning. The only question was… of my salvation, or my destruction? What little time I had to my advantage was running out… The more I ran the more I believed I was facing death… there was no change in me, no new feelings other than the exhaustion and fear from the incursion behind me. There was no Magical transformation… no… it would seem that my fate would be at the end of a blaster… As what hope I had faded… I slowed down… this is where my end would be… my dreams shattered, and my will broken, I stopped and awaited the wave of death hurdling towards me… I turned around to face my ruin, and as these strange men came closer towards me… they raised their weapons… and fired… I watched as the spheres of energy closed in and await my bitter end… Then something happened… something that I would never have expected to happen… A light flashed in front of me… and I fell backwards, almost blinded from the blast of light in front of me. I opened my eyes fearing death had consumed me… yet to my shock this was not the scene before me… I was still alive... somehow, unscathed. I stood up and looked around… The men, the ships, even the beams of energy… everything was frozen! It was if time had stopped moments before… I was puzzled… and as I turned around… It couldn’t have been… but it was… everything came into place… There before me was all the meaning, all the purpose in my life… the Sword that forged my dreams... and crafted my destiny… The Blade of Dreams, Shi Te'ku. I was frozen, as if its power had stopped me with my adversaries… This was my reason to live, to dream, to fight… It was beautiful… more beautiful then I had ever dreamed… A Silver Blade with a series of Crimson Gems running the length of the sword. Upon the Blade was a Crimson Hilt etched with ancient Chronian Runes. In the center of the Hilt was a strange Stone… it appeared to be nothing but an obsidian rock, but only I knew the true secret that lies within. I looked upon the blade… It was as if I was staring at destiny… My mind raced for an eternity, and every second seemed like an eon… I knew now… this was my time… I slowly reached out for the blade… every moment my hand came closer to its grip, a strange feeling passed through me… warmness. I finally clasped my hands around its Hilt and glared directly into the Black center of the hilt… as soon as I gazed upon it, the stone split down the middle and opened revealing an emerald eye very similar to the color of my own eyes. I glared into the eye, not surprised by its existence, and it glared right back at me delving deep into my soul. This was the moment I had been waiting for all my life, and then it came, the end of my story… I raised the sword to the sky, and I felt a surge of energy, my eyes turned a deep red, as did Shi Te'ku’s ever watching eye. I could feel it all returning to me.... everything made sense. I could feel myself rising from the ground. Soon it was surging throughout my body… I was changing. I could feel myself becoming something completely new, yet at the same time, I felt like I was returning to the way I used to be. Memories raced through my mind. Ideas, thoughts, and dreams I have never conceived now became my own. A pair of wings burst from my back, and I could feel my own mind changing with this… The light receded and I landed on the ground. A winged entity… no longer the human that I used to be… no longer waiting for my destiny… I was no longer the dreamer… I became the ChronoHawk… Keeper of Dreams… Lord of Chronia I became… Hawk Dynedockia… the Master… of Time. I could feel the power surging through me… I knew what I had become… I drew my blade, and fixed my eyes upon the enemy in front of me. I knew the outcome… and positioned myself, ready to fight now… and with a mere thought, I released the grip I had on time, and return it’s flow to normal… The men staggered, as if they realized the moment they had skipped through. Looking upon their target… yet as soon as they realized what had happened, I could sense their feelings of surprise, of astonishment, and of the horror. Not knowing what to do, some of them fired upon me, I brushed the blasts aside, as if it was a barrage of common rubber balls. I closed my eyes for a moment, and raised my hand towards them, and then felt something… something unnatural... I could feel the adrenaline coarse through my veins, and a fire burned in my eyes… it was anger, an anger so great that I could feel the rage swelling inside me… the betrayal of my brother, of the corruption Fate cursed him with. All of these memories I had passed through my mind all at once… The Fire exploded in my heart, and I lost control… I could hear myself howl in the night as I dashed toward my foes… I raised Shi Te'ku and heard the screams of these men as I attacked... After approaching my first enemy, I made a forward slash, severing him at the torso. With unparalleled speed I sprung at the next victim; again, I slashed at the next soldier, slicing him in two…I shouted again, as I’d thrust my hand through the body of another soldier and ripped out his spine. The Cries of dying men echoed in the night, and I could feel the anger surging through me. My vision became blurry and I blacked out, all I could do was hear the screams of men, the splitting of bones and the sound of metal slicing through flesh. It was all too easy… I finally regained my sight, and looked around. What I saw was devastating. All around me where corpses, heads detached from their bodies rolling down the road from the wind in the night bodes defiled in the most excruciating ways. Piles of limbs, torsos, heads, and organs filled the road. I felt the blood that had splattered on my face from the battle… no this was no battle… not now it wasn’t… the tables had drastically turned… this was a massacre. Looking upon one of the bodies not mangled or ripped apart, I removed the armor from the broken man… yet to my surprise, and yet relief, these were not men. The skin was a bluish color, fangs decorated its jaw, and its eyes a bright yellow… These bodies belonged to Fate’s Demons, not men of Chronia. I had not killed my own people… I panted, still trying to overcome the encounter I had just experienced. I began to gather the corpses, and as I piled them on high, I was hit with another barrage of the familiar purple disruptors. I shielded myself with the body I had in my hand, and I watched as it burst apart all over me. I looked above to see the massive ships, towering over me. It was a pity that these beings still tried to fight, but I knew what I had to do… I slowly began to run… run towards the gigantic monoliths in the sky. As I ran, my speed began to increase, I felt myself running faster and faster… faster than any human had ever run, or ever would. I ran so fast that I could barely see the landscape passing me by… and at the peak of my speed, I leapt, spreading my wings and flapping them in the wind. The ground grew smaller and smaller as I soared to the heights of the Juggernaut in the sky. Using my Chonotomic abilities, I slowed down time, knowing the barrage I would receive in a mere moment. With a mere though time began to slow, the blaster turrets, already beginning to spin seemed to almost slow down, I braced for the attack as I approached the first ship. Very slowly, shots came out of the spinning turrets; fortunately I was able to dodge the blasts as I sliced through the base of the guns. Not wasting time, I stopped and focused…. Glaring at what appeared to be the eyes of the monster. I held Shi Te'ku in front of me, as all of the remaining weapons on board the ships targeting me… I still remained where I was, floating before them, Shi Te'ku at my face. Then in a microsecond explosions ripped across both ships! They began falling to the ground, considering their graviton generators were destroyed by the blasts I’d guess. As they fell the ships began to almost slide apart… as if it were cut! One could guess at how this could have happened, but I know the secret of the tale. The Ships hit the ground exploding at impact; I felt the wind surge by as if it we’re spirits being released from a curse. I dropped to the ground and slowly began to walk… walk away from the carnage behind me… it was over… and I was victorious. As I walked… I thought of the other memories that Fate took from me… Our father, our people… and my precious Chronia… Oh! How I longed to return to her! I came upon a massive rock and hopped on top. The stray blasts had destroyed so much… trees we’re broken, homes destroyed… people injured and killed… I looked beyond the void left behind by the demons and gazed upon a rising sun… As its light raced across the plain I realized something… This power that I have regained… it is both special and unique, but I must re-learn to apply it, for if I lose control, the repercussions could be cataclysmic… I watched as the sun slowly raised to the sky… my tattered clothes drifting in the wind. Shi Te'ku in my right arm pointed at the rock beneath me. My Wings spread in the air, swaying in the morning breeze. This was the beginning of Destiny… it had finally come. I faced a greater evil now... as I stared at sun, I saw the image of my brother, twisted and corrupted now… I then jumped off the boulder and slowly walked away from my brother… I would encounter him soon enough… It was over… for now.

A New Age... Part Four

I haven't written much for a while... After losing something I thought up while talking to Angelina (Damn you DeadAIM!) I did manage to write a new poem for A New Age... I'm pleased with what I could think up in 5 minutes time... ^_^ It's not finished cas I'm tired (it's 11) but I'll get it done soon...
*UPDATE* Done! ^_^

A New Age: As The Hourglass Falls...

We join hands again in a familiar place…
And bid farewell to a leaving class…
But joining us now is a brand new face…
With unknown thoughts that will come to pass…
Lovers reunite… and friends meet again…
And newcomers find their way to our door…
We wait and we wait for the moment of when…
They can tell us some stories… and share with our lore…
We stand ready facing a whole new age…
With new friends to make, and new heights to climb…
It all begins with the turn of the page…
And the shifting of sands… in the chapters of time…
Time has taken us apart…
And time again brings us together…
But as the pessimistic say…
Nothing ever lasts forever…
The hourglass continues to fall…
There isn’t too much left you see…
Already people are hearing the call…
And starting the path to destiny…
It is joyful to see the familiar faces…
It is painful to know that it will not last…
And to know we will be in different places…
But now I can say… that it’s been a blast!
You’ve opened my eyes in a whole new way…
You’ve let me see the goodness in you…
My spirits are high on this wondrous day…
And I’m writing again… as I always do…
So what lies ahead in this brand new year?
Who will step forward and answer the call?
Who will fall backwards and drown in their tear?
As they sit back and observe the hourglass fall…
We’re all moving together… till the road splits apart…
And the crossroads we pass through set our separate ways…
We’ll all treasure these moments inside every heart…
A memory to last for the rest of our days…

Anyway I do have something I'd like to put up... although she's probably gonna get mad at me for putting it up... It was just an away msg... Although very depressing, I think she has some real potential... If anyone who's reading this sees her in the Hall, please tell her that Cas she won't listen to me!!! X_X Anyway, here it is... and I am impressed Elyssa...

Unnamed Away Message
by Elyssa Aurbech (sp?)
I feel myself drifting
Further from reality half the time
I don't know myself at all
Part of me doesn't even want to
I feel confused and alone mostly
I guess you could say im starting to give up
Very slowly this world is disappearing

It's just a start, but I think she has a lot of potential... SO TELL HER THAT!!!!

(It's me Javier, sorry its been awhile i promise im back on track!) As I laid my hand to the ground on the last rainy day in this world. I dropped the last thing protecting me on this world. It was up to the gods to detirmine my fate. I was brought my last view, The Loner. Who was my savior. I chased him my whole life to find an answer why? Why would my life be so signifigant? He cracked a wretched smile as i felt that all my questions were answered.
We felt born again to drift along on my own as two sperate souls sharing one goal... TO LIVE."